feeling: tired and happy
listening to: invoke -T.M.Revolution
sorry for the long break in posts and big site updates ive been pretty busy with school and a chronic lack of motivation :P im hoping to ramp up work on the website during the summer but really whenever i get the time. also stating the obvious but i majorly changed up swampthings aesthetic i did this becuase i wasnt really clicking with the original vibe and wanted something more i dunno me i guess? i also drafted up actual concrete plans for the sites future and the direction i want it to go which should hopefully make things feel less overwhelming
now that im done word vomiting about the site id like to give a little update on my last post. my digital monster x is doing ok its been paused for a while since ive again been to pretty busy and dont have the time to raise it in the way I want but the dino evo line plan is still in action! I may have acidentally gotten Cho-hakkaimon instead of megalo growmon x like I planned but I can still get belial vamdemon who is dino-ish so all is well. Ive also kept talking to the kids from my yoga class who are very nice and not as scary as I thought. In other news I had a really good day today and I wannna ramble about it! since today is earth day and my city is thinking about aproving a new pipeline I went to a climate strike that was going on. originally I didnt plan on going since as much as I love the earth going to a climate strike at the other side of the city with no friends sounded fairly unapealing but some of the people I share a table with in first period (who I kinda follow around like a lost dog during said period :P) said they were going and asked if I wanted to come with and I pushed passed my anxiety of being a awkward and making a fool of myself and agreed to go! it was a really fun time lots of chanting and walking and the speaches at the end of the protest were very moving the group kept good track of me which was comforting since im about 5' tall and easy to loose in a cround. afterwards we all came together (the two who originally invited me plus there friend and his friend) and even though I could have taken my bus straight home I decide to go with them back to the school anyway. once we got back to the school one decision lead to another and we walked to the target by our school jokingly argued about who was picking the snacks and got a pack of milanos and then went to the park and ate them on the spinny thing and talked about steven universe (we were pretty sure some people were banging under a tree nearby which was a little awkward) it was the first time in a while ive impulisively done things and the first time in years ive felt like part of a group which was really nice im also just proud of how I handled my anxiety and sensory issues not a single silent shut down or even needing to put my headphones on :D which I know is like the bare minimum for peopling but its still something im quite proud of. now my legs are really sore and my back hurts but I would say it was very worth it.